My Wilderness by Peter Johnson

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Photo courtesy of Rebecca Dierking

 

 

Between every dawn and dusk

I wander the country roads.

Out among the wind walls of trees

and the unborn fields.

 

Past knoll and dike,

Steel windmill

and rippling farm pond.

 

No tumbleweed would meander here;

Amid the vacant corn rows.

Zigzagging aisles of the heartlands church.

 

Soaring winds curve off the hill tops,

Plummeting into the wrinkled valleys.

Resurgent sun beams break through the clouds,

Strafing the ground with light.

 

With empty space and empty roads,

Still as the breath of a ghost.

No spirit ever went with me;

Not through iron rusted thorns

or the elusive hymns of morning birds.

 

Thunder heads and grim clouds

Plume like a conjurer’s smoke.

The torrents heave and spill

Muddy road canals.

And the gale blusters,

Gnawing the lonely trees. 

 

Time passes by,

Men shoot for deer.

Robins hunt for worms

And the crossroads grow bumpy once more.

 

I came upon one such intersection.

A ‘T’ for ‘Trouble’.

Decisions always are.

Lined parallel with a mossy wall,

That way divided my heart.

 

Which to choose:

The right, or the other right?

Neither seem real.

I still yearn to glimpse the forgotten places

And the edge of the horizon.

 

So, no more roads for me.

If I followed either of them,

I think those lumbering spits

of dusted gravel

would probably stretch

to the end of the world,

and back again.

Peter Johnson is a tenth-grade student at Maryville High School.

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